Sunday, August 16, 2009

Unhappy day which leads to my good experience

Yesterday was an unhappy day for me. Maybe it's a good experience for me later on. Actually there's a program called Mobile Development Workshop which is supposedly my idea and I was the director of the program. I know that I have handled too much program, but I never said that I want to quit for that program since I have helped and done so much planning for that program. Just because of the vice director of the program done more than I do, I have to let him be the director of the program. That time I still can accept it because I know maybe I really didn't work out that much for this program. But it doesn't mean that I wanna quit this program. At the end, the committee not even listen to my advice. In the end, I was kicked out of the program without notification. Maybe their intentions are good since I have handled too much program so they don't wanna me to involve in this program. But since I have helped so much, they don't even appreciate my help in this program this makes me sad. They don't even apologize after this incident. Since this incident has happened, the relationship with my friend has become worse. I don't wish this to happen. I've tried to make up with him. But it doesn't seem good at all. Because maybe I still couldn't really forgive him for what he had done to me. Or maybe he still think that he's right and doesn't need to explain everything to me. I hope this is my last time to mention bout this incident. I wont mention who's that person because he knows it well. Maybe after a few days, when I have cooled down myself, I will try to make friend with him again. I don't wish this program destroys the relationship between us and we still have 2 more years to be in this university. So what I have decided is next time I have to handle the program by myself. If I couldn't handle, I won't pass it to my friends anymore nor let them handle more than I do.

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